Archive for December, 2008

Lonely Over the Holidays

I wish I could just be dead over Christmas and New Year. There is way too much hype. To me Christmas lasts for 12 hours, between 8am – 8pm Dec 25. That’s it. You get up at 8 am and by 8pm it’s all over. You’ve seen the family swapped gifts and eaten the Turkey. The shops start plugging Christmas in Mid-September and you have to think to yourself is it all worth it? No !

Plus the amount of suicides must triple at this time of the year. Christmas and New year are designed to make people who have family and friends really happy and special and it makes people like me who have been rejected by friends and family (because I’m a lesbian) feel like absolute shit and want to chop their own heads off just to make the lonely feeling that society has brought on go away.

Now it’s New Years Eve and my only option left is to get so drunk that I wake up on the 2nd when the world is returning to normal. When the clock strikes midnight and you’ve had the New Years Kiss, take a moment to think of the people who are on their own…

My Boyfriend Wanks Whilst I’m Asleep

My boyfriend of five years masturbates whilst watching me when I’m asleep (or when he thinks I’m asleep). Im not sure what that’s all about. I wonder why he can’t just make a move and do it with me instead? Why does he do that? I’m usually always up for it, but he just waits until I’m asleep to wank. I really don’t care about him masturbating, god knows I also engage in a bit of ’self love’ from time to time, but it’s the fact that he watches me sleeping whilst doing it that completely weirds me out. Why??? I tried talking to him about it but he completely denies it. Please, any words of wisdom will be appreciated…

No Credit Crunch in the Sales

Goodness, whats wrong with these people who flock to sales on boxing day? Don’t even get me started on those who queue outside shops at 5am etc. Christmas was only last week, and already they are out buying more more more for themselves. This is greed at its very worst.

Its obviously not the rich who are flocking to these sales (why would they?), so its clearly the people who rant about the ‘credit crunch’ and how they need to ‘feed their families’ who are there. No doubt they’ll be moaning about ‘getting by’ when their credit card bills turn up next month.

I Want to Be the First and Last

I hate it when girls are sexually experienced and have had loads of boyfriends. I’d like to be the first and last boyfriend of a girl. I never experienced that and think that I missed something which is very, very important in my life.

Animal Rights?

I am sick to death of these louts who hang around outside Harrods under the pretence of being ‘anti-fur protesters’ or whatever. Every time I or anyone I know goes to Harrods, there they are, as usual with their megaphone and sensationalist leaflets trying to intidimate shoppers and passers-by.

And now comes the news they have booed Katherine Jenkins when she was opening the Harrods sale. What has she done wrong? So now these protestors are targeting anyone with any association with Harrods? Thats ridiculous. I guess they’ll be targeting the families and friends of Harrods employees before you know it.

In Love With a Married Man

You are married but I think you are the most amazing man I’ve ever met. I would never normally go anywhere near a married man or let one anywhere near me, well, as any more than a purely platonic thing! But you kissed me that night before I had any idea you were married and now I’m totally besotted with you. I’ve tried to forget you but it feels like no one else comes close or understands me iin anyway near the way that you do!

My Boyfriend Is a Coke Head

Please, please, please help me! I walked out on my boyfriend two weeks ago because he has become so involved with coke that I don’t recognise him anymore. His mum died just over a year ago and he is refusing to deal with it, he hasn’t been to visit her grave and still thinks she is alive. He’s in debt upto his eyeballs and has just lost his third job in a year.

I love this guy so much but can’t stand him anymore. Do I just walk away and forget him or do I remember the man he was and try to help? I know I can’t do anything for him until he realises he needs help but im so lost! He has spent the last two years making promises but I can’t stand being let down anymore. Since I walked out I haven’t heard a word from him, he’s ignoring my texts and calls and I’m at a loss as to what to do? I don’t even know how he feel’s about me, did he even ever love me or was I just there to entertain him? Please give me some advice?

Have You Ever…

Have you ever sat back and thought that there is so much more to what happens in the world than meets the eye. Have you ever sat back and considered that this current world situation might actually have been brought about by design not by default?

Should I Be Jealous?

My girlfriend likes to dress sexy at work. She believes it has helped her get promoted and get good bonuses this year. I think she likes to think of her male colleagues thinking of her as well. Should I be jealous? How far would a woman go? Do many other girls wear short skirts or low cut tops for their bosses?

I think you should be jealous because in my own experience most women get dressed up to compete with each other. But hey, it seems some women do it for confidence.

Happily Ever After?

I love my boyfriend, but after over a year together things are not as exciting as they once were and I find myself looking at other men. I’m sure the same is true for him also. And I ‘m guessing it’s not going to get any better with time. After weeks, months of reading the confessions and from my own experience I realise that very few people are fully happy in their relationships. Is this normal? Is anyone out there 100% happy with their partner? Is “happily ever after” just a stupid myth?

Cars break down and houses fall apart so a good relationship will need repairs.

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